Snowflake Challenge #13

Jan. 27th, 2026 02:16 am
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Challenge #13

TALK ABOUT A COMMUNITY SPACE YOU LIKE. It doesn’t need to be your favorite, or the one where you spend the most time (although it certainly can be). Maybe it’s even one that you’ve barely visited. But talk about that space and how it helps support fannish community.


two log cabins with snow on the roofs in a wintery forest the text snowflake challenge january 1 - 31 in white cursive text

This ended up being kind of a strengths and weaknesses for Dreamwidth and Discord post. They are the two places where I most frequently converse or observe others conversing, and here is what I have noticed.

Pro DW:

My main space is simply this network of DW journals, with links to AO3. It is designed for individual spaces. I like the archival qualities and the threaded comments, and the easy approachability of the conversations. Something I struggle with over on Discord is how conversations happen in real time and I tend to arrive after they have concluded. Older, interesting meta disappears several hundred scrolls above the current topic and the subjects I would have jumped on are over by the time I see them. Here, if I see an interesting post before I have to leave for work, it can wait and I can fire off a comment the instant I'm back home. And if I'm having a tough evening, it can wait until morning. I can even show up later than that. It is a very forgiving platform for the passage of time in the real world, where Discord is inherently linked to it.

If I have free time and open Discord, I sometimes face the irony that nobody is around until after I've given up and gone away. None of this is helped by my working Saturday afternoons. I feel like I miss all the good stuff over there. So Discord is mostly a place where I lurk, or do individual messaging like it's a phone on my computer.

DW is where I try to communicate to the world at large. It's also easier because Discord servers are a group area, a public space. If I go there to talk, I am inherently encroaching on someone else's time. "Stop what you're doing and talk to me!" Here, I have my own space, where I can feel like I'm not bothering anyone, especially with the wonder of cut tags, which make my posts completely voluntary to view.

On the paradoxical flipside, Discord is utterly terrible for shy fandom newcomers because it is a private public space. So much stuff is invite only and you can't see what you're stepping into before you do. I still only have the one server. I spent so much of the first couple years on DW scrolling through other people's journals, reading their comment sections and learning the etiquette by example. Discord would have made all of that research impossible and hindered my efforts to slowly learn how to talk to people.

Pro Discord:

However, there are a lot of people over there and the energy is palpable. That sense of somebody always being around in a server, and the layout where anything you haven't read getting bolded (the opposite of DW; you literally can't hide your words over there) means it is the go to place if you need swift advice.

First year I did the Shortcuts exchange, I was limited to DW, I was brand new, and the one person I saw offering to beta for others was my own assignment. I made a separate request, but failed to find someone else to beta my fic, and I felt great shame in this. Second year, I was on the Shortcuts Discord, and no sooner did I miserably type my request into the appropriate thread, without even having time to begin spiralling over the ways it could go wrong, when I got someone cheerily saying "sure thing!"

Also, the PM system over there works great and is super easy to switch over to, if a conversation starts to wander from the server topic, or just feels like it should be private. Sometimes the public-facing, archival quality of DW and AO3 actually hinders easy conversation. Sometimes I need to vent, and Discord having what amounts to a phone system makes that okay.

I also believe Discord is so high on energy because of the casual nature of its posting strategy. I wish more people would just fire off a casual thought on DW, but it is designed for long-form and that factors into the kind of thing people say. Posts take time to craft. People are expending higher resources, and that means a post which is met with silence is a bit crushing.

On Discord, you can just toss a quick sentence into the crowd. If it gets picked up and evolves into a conversation, great! If not, you lost about ten seconds. It is much easier to just hang out, to have a presence. I wish DW was more active, but I can see why it isn't. There have been plenty of times I haven't had the reserves for it, either. I get it. It's fun, but it's time consuming and can be very quiet.

Conclusions:

The best strategy is to use both, as they counterbalance each other's limitations. However, I think everyone will naturally have a preference. Mine is for DW. My adoption of Discord is slow, but I have learned to appreciate what it does for fandom. More so by making this post.

FK rumination

Jan. 25th, 2026 09:06 pm
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I'm about halfway through season one and I find LaCroix creepy to an unusually visceral degree. This is a bit surprising to me, because I normally have a weakness for villains - but I like them with enough human qualities to relate to, to explore their moral choices and failings, and LaCroix is on another level entirely. Nigel Bennett does a great job portraying him, but if I was going to compare him to another vampire, it would be the older archetypes, the plague carriers.

I've been lurking in the HL discord, and there's a lot of discussion of the Horsemen going on, so it's on my mind, and the thing is, the Horsemen never felt very apocalyptic to me. They felt like four louts raising hell. LaCroix feels like true pestilence made flesh, a malignancy creeping at Nick's heels, a shadow filling the space where a man once lived and died (yes, I'm reading A Wizard of Earthsea right now, so pursuant shadows are on my mind). Genuinely, completely unsettling. More of a vampire than most vampires.

Snowflake Challenge #12

Jan. 25th, 2026 12:20 pm
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Challenge #12

Make an appreciation post to those who enhance your fandom life.


I really owe so much to fandom. Without it, I would be in a very different and much lonelier place today. This exercise in appreciation will be under a cut. Read more... )

Quick question

Jan. 24th, 2026 05:56 am
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Why do they call it a flist? I keep running across the term on DW and feel like I'm missing something obvious.

Also, hello eighteen below zero wind-chill from Minnesota. I have not missed you.

Snowflake Challenge #11

Jan. 22nd, 2026 10:53 am
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Challenge #11

In your own space, grant someone's wish from Challenge #5. Leave a comment in this post saying you did it and include a link to your own post with the wishes you granted if you feel comfortable doing so.


Well, this one worried me. I didn't feel comfortable linking my own wishlist to strangers, so nobody is gonna be able to use my post to help them complete the challenge (I didn't know it would have been helpful, my bad).

And lots of people, uncomfortable asking for things, only asked for rhetorical things nobody could give them. I think the challenge should have been titled "Fannish wishlist" if the point was to increase creative engagement in fandom.

The bigger problem for me is a total lack of shared fandoms with most people. I clicked on link after link, heart sinking further every time, because there's just no overlap. I really make a poor showing as a fan of anything, and when people do want recs in a shared fandom, my taste is too niche to satisfy the requests.

And I get the sad impression the Buffyverse is gradually losing its hold over people, because there was an amazing lack of the one big fandom I was sure I could find a request to fill. But at long last I did find a person who was writing in that fandom as recently as 2024, and who requested feedback, so I am now embarked on reading and commenting through their AO3 works, as applicable, fulfilling the challenge to my limited capacity.

Snowflake is good for getting me to post more. And I'm gonna try to carry that forward. But I guess it's in the name. We're all unique. And (probably just owing to my mood) that makes me feel insular and out of step.

---- ETA: Except where it comes to my little DW circle! I was referring to when I step into the wider arena that Snowflake represents! I have had wonderful conversations on all manner of different niche topics here, and know how lucky I am to have found this place and the people who make up my Reading List! Highlander, Jeremiah, Buffyverse meta, obscure music, obscure shows, awesome female characters and writing support have all made for wonderful conversations here, and I always appreciate them. ♥

This is why I usually spend so long in draft mode, to try and clarify before I faceplant. But part of this challenge is quick posting time, hence edits. :) ----- End of Edit

But I guess there's no helping it, and I will just have to be more effusive about what I do love.

Snowflake Challenge #10

Jan. 19th, 2026 08:35 pm
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Challenge #10: Big Mood (Board)

CHOOSE SOMETHING YOU LOVE AND CREATE A MINI MOOD COLLECTION OF THREE (or more) ITEMS THAT EVOKE YOUR FEELINGS ABOUT IT.


I wish I had more options to pick from here, with my massive song bank. Unfortunately, aside from a couple rare creepy ships there's no point subjecting anyone to a bunch of songs about, I rarely get obsessed enough to start attaching multiple songs to a specific canon. I can think of one song for Amanda, one song for Fred/Wesley ('Born to Die' -- I know! Shocking choice), and a couple for Cassie from 12 Monkeys, but nothing creating a proper trifecta except for thematic Jeremiah songs, and I already made a post compiling those years ago.

However, I just remembered the time I listened to Townes Van Zandt's album Flyin' Shoes and connected three songs to three of the tormented men of the Buffyverse. So that's what I'm going with, even though it's somewhat disparate.

Snake Song



This one is all about Spike, particularly his dangerous pre-soul era. In fact, it screams vampirism in general. "Ain't no mercy in my smiling/only fangs and sweet beguiling." But it also works for Spike's slippery ways, and tendency to cheat death ("skin I been through dies behind me") and his distinctive look ("shine like diamonds on a dark night"), before culminating with his whole season six interplay with Buffy: "You can slip and try to find me/hold your breath and flat deny me/it makes no difference to my thinking/I'll be here when you start sinking." Plus, it just SOUNDS badass.

Flyin' Shoes



This is probably the saddest song ever written to accompany a deceptively cheerful title, and I associate it with Angel. "Days full of rain, sky's coming down again/I get so tired of these same old blues." His depression, his multiple apocalypses, the rain in the alley... and the promise of the Shanshu Prophecy (his "flyin' shoes"). "Fall is a feeling that I just can't lose." It even mentions wanting to watch a winter day, which ties into 'Amends' and how he has to leave Buffy. There's enough to work in his love for his team, and how he finds connections despite himself, before it all circles back to the opening verse.

Dollar Bill Blues



Dark Wesley, angry, rejected, throat slit, on his self-destructive mission in life, including his significant abuse of alcohol. "Cast myself into a whirl, before a bunch of swine." The dollar bill is the symbol of his relationship with Lilah (which was depicted twice on the show, as it is mentioned twice here). The girl he wants to buy a diamond ring for is Fred (although the red hair would fit Virginia better), and the whole song reeks of desperation and damnation. "Long way down the Harlan Road/busted back and a heavy load/won't get through to save my soul." Oh, and "Always been a gambling man," says the man who was willing to summon Angelus and spring Faith out of prison. I'd say it fits Wesley pretty well, and it being fast-paced lets me picture all his action scenes between the verses.

And there you are!

I always hoped if I listened to enough Van Zandt, I would eventually find songs for all the other key players in these shows, to complete the picture, but it hasn't happened yet. His songs are magnificent, but often very specific narratives rather than character studies. Still, maybe there are a few more waiting to be discovered. His catalogue is very large.

Snowflake Challenge #9

Jan. 19th, 2026 07:29 am
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Challenge #9

Talk about your favorite tropes in media or transformative works. (Feel free to substitute in theme/motif/cliche if "trope" doesn't resonate with you.)


Consult Challenge #6, if you're curious. Otherwise, I'm coasting again, having accidentally shortened this Challenge. And all caught up!

Snowflake Challenge #8

Jan. 19th, 2026 12:18 am
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Snowflake Challenge: A flatlay of a snowflake shaped shortbread cake, a mug with coffee, and a string of holiday lights on top of a rustic napkin.


Challenge #8

Talk about your creative process.


YES. MY TIME HAS COME. Read more... )

Snowflake Challenge #7

Jan. 16th, 2026 07:05 am
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Still trying to catch up...

Challenge #7

LIST THREE (or more) THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF. They don’t have to be your favorite things, just things that you think are good.


1. I leave pretty good comments for people. I try to apply the principle that they could be having a very drab, sucky day. This feels even more valuable to the world with scam and bot comments everywhere.

2. I write fairly well. Not in a timely fashion, or as a great wordsmith, but I don't quit when it's difficult, or phone it in. Whatever I write is always done to the best of my ability, I take pride in it, and I always work toward finishing projects. Eventually.

3. While I am not the greatest at plotting, I am quite good (knock wood) at navigating out of the blind corners and logical implosions I find myself in and fixing my blunders before they reach the public. Sometimes I even discover places to retroactively apply foreshadowing! That's always handy.
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